There they are~! >u<

My eyes still can't get used to them and every now and then i feel as if my eyes will pop out from the pressure, so I take them off xD
And it's weird getting used to them~
But I love them to bits >3< They're the prettiest shade of red I have seen so far!

Ah, they are super cute!

At least they fit you and they aren't one of those horrible rimmed glasses. Nice!

They look cute. Good thing they aren't Harry Potter glasses

Kya~! Iso-kun! Are you insane? What are you saying~!? S-stop it! Stop it this instant ; /// 3 /// ;
*hides under her blanket*

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Harry Potter glasses? You mean small and round? Round glasses look weird on me because of the shape of my face~! ^^;

Round glasses look weird on anyone, man.
(As far as I have experienced, anyway.)

Well, the Harry Potter glasses aren't small. I'm using the book description and yeah I have square glasses woot!

Only two kind of people wear round glasses: Stereotypical sadistic nazi doctors and harry potter.

Complains! Complains!
I'm here to complain!!
...about a BOOK! Well... not exactly complain, but...

About two weeks ago I got my first payment and since it has been forever, I just went in the first bookstore I could see, looked at the new books and picked up the first thing that grabbed my attention. Which happened to be "My sister's keeper" by Jodi Picoult. Now, if anyone of you guys knows the book, you'll probably think "That's not new, it's been published in 2003!" Yeah, well... not in Bulgaria it didn't!
K, so~
Here's a short synopsis:

The story was sad to begin with... but the ENDING just blew me away.
I was there - at work - sobbing like a baby! It took me lots calm myself down before some poor guest comes by and gets freaked out badly that the person on front desk is crying for no apparent reason.
I knew the ending won't be good, but I just can't even express the way I feel about it now.
I'm just...
UGH!

I feel tempted to give the ending away, but then again, in case someone wants to read the book or watch the movie, I don't want to ruin it for them ;u;

Now excuse me while I go dl the movie, watch it and hate ont he ending some more...

I love this book, btw.

hello ;w; this is a story about onesided love.

okay, so... there's one guy in the school. he may be stupid, he may be dumb and immature, but I love him. my friends told me that he loved me like I loved him, but I knew that was just a bullshit. I'm probably not the most perfect girl in the school, but I know exactly how natural it is for girls to fall in love. I know that I'm a selfish yet stubborn girl. but does that mean I can't be happy to see just one smile from him?

again, my friends told me to move on. they said that he may be not the perfect guy for me, or God was making fun of me. well they're all my best friends, who have always accompanied me within ups and downs. but moving on... is a hard matter for me. I've been waiting for him for over three months, though.

and... he really is a nice guy. but I would not hestitate to call him a jerk. yes, a jerk. I glanced at him, and he was also glanced at me. we stared into each other's eyes and we smiled. and I was very happy. but when someone asked did he love me, he simply said no. no he didn't love me. so thus far, our laughters were fake.

and it was hurt. really hurt. now I'm trying to move on and I think I'm failed. I mean, how can I move on when I'm still in love with him? but I firmly believe that I can dump him. I just don't want to. I really wanted to enjoy the days where I can see his smile. it will hurt, I know, but at least I am happy; if he wants to know.

because this is something called love.
and I am so sorry. this is too stupid to tell ;w;

@RockRabbit

I think that's what makes a good author is to actually have emotions play out while reading. It must be sad if that happened to you, but at least it was still a good book and you enjoyed it. I love finding books like that. I might have to check it out.

@Giichan

I don't think its stupid that you're in love, but if the guy's a jerk I don't know if thats good. Are you sure its not a schoolyard crush, or do you really want to spend time with him? Maybe, you should think about your feelings for this guy, but if you decide you still like him, then hang out more, just the two of you. I think that will make you both happy and who knows? He could've lied when he said he didn't love you. Think positive!

@Gicchan/Giselle:

Hello there sweetheart^^ *huggles*

Aw, having love troubles huh? I know how those go.

There is nothing wrong with loving him or wanting to see him smile. It means you care for him and I find that very sweet that you simply want to see him smile. To be honest, I'm not sure what your feeling is actual love, like "in love," or simply a crush or an infatuation. You're going through the lovely teenage years right now, so the hormones are going crazy.

Also, even though he said he didn't "love" you, it doesn't mean that he doesn't like you. Love is complicated, both the word and the meaning. It can be embarrassing to admit to loving someone. If someone came up to me and asked for another person if I liked them, I would probably say no too, even if I really did like them. It can be awkward telling someone that, especially for a young boy.

Even though he said no to not loving you, it truly doesn't necessarily mean that he doesn't love or like you. There are two types of love. The in love and just simply love. He may not be "in love" with you or love you romantically, but I'm sure he loves you as a person/as a friend. So, the smiles and the laughter you shared with him are not fake.

I'm not sure if you have yet or not, but perhaps you should tell him directly how you feel in the near future. Until you do that, I don't believe you will ever truly know how he feels about you. In the meantime, simply be yourself around him. Continue on as if nothing has happened. If he starts acting like a jerk towards you or doesn't take your friendship in a good way, then he isn't worth it. There are plenty of fish in the sea, and you're very young anyway. Moving on does take time, but you just have to be strong and move forward.

It's hard and it's hurtful, I know. The sad truth is though that even though we may want to start a relationship with someone, they might not return the same feelings. Still, you don't know that for sure about this boy. Like I mentioned earlier, tell him directly how you feel when you're comfortable with doing that and try to get to know him better. Find out if you truly would want to start a relationship with him. You two could still be friends.

I wish you luck in all of this Giselle. If you ever need to talk to someone, please feel free to message me. I will always try my best to comfort you. You're a very sweet and kind girl, and please don't ever feel stupid to share your feelings and thoughts with others. *hugs* Love you dear! ^_^

>I give Giichan and RockRabbit a plate ofCupcakess.
Nn. You to turtle and Hopey.

Mission nursery was a success! I'm thinking about making a FB. Would anyone add me? Nn. <|3

Nn, here it be: http://m.facebook.com/home.php?refid=9# ... 0380008370

turtle-chan, Meagan, and Aizawa, you have made my day before I drift myself off to bed. ;A;
thank you for the beautiful replies. thank you for the cupcakes too!

as for turtle-chan, I don't know whether it is a schoolyard crush or not, but if it really is a schoolyard crush, I wouldn't wait for him for almost 4 months. I just don't know what to do. and I ever thought about him lying to me, but seriously, I've never dared to expect too much. I'm afraid I'll get hurt if I do. but I'll still consider your advice to think about my feelings towards him. thank you so much! :)

and Meagan... *sobs* ;w; I really don't know what to do. I don't know what to say as if you've managed to read my heart. again, I know that a painful truth is better than a beautiful lie. maybe he does love me as a friend, but I'm wanting him to love me romantically--it's kind of stupid, I know. sometimes I feel selfish to think about my own happiness, I want him to see me as a special person. I just don't want him to be hypocritical. confessing may be a good start to find the truth, but again, I'm afraid he won't see me as a friend anymore. I don't know where to start, it's terrifying to think about the future. but I'll keep trying no matter what happens. thank you so much, I love you Meagan ;A; <3