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And I have no idea why I gave him my number... I pretty much regret the whole convo, the whole situation was really out of my character ; _ ;
He seems like a nice and honest guy... He's working at a dental clinic and his hobbies are orienteering and bikes... and he has a calming aura.. I see him as a decent guy, so I didn't want to be rude and just leave...
But still... so awkward... ;_;
Wth did I do~

Also, a relationship with a person I barely know...
Totally not gonna happen .__.


...and what do you mean "those type of guys" o_o;
*starts freaking out again*

>3<; Told you you are popular with the guys~
& When you called me and told me that...
i was... shocked lol.
That's... >u<' actually nice to know :c
You aren't that much of a hikikomori anymore 8D <3
& Was he pretty, at least? xD

:// hm...
You might not have a mental illness, but maybe consulting a psychologist would be a good idea..









p.s. my roommate is a total dork;
he keeps joking around about the whole guy situation =3=
p.p.s. Whispy, I like being a hikikomori ;3;
p.p.p.s. He looks nice *shrugs* I don't care about much about looks anyway~

Usa. Trust me. Don't. No matter what. If possible be rude and don't answer calls you don't have the names in. I as one do to see who what when because I have my situations and get random calls. No need for you to know about my situations. But even so, you don't want to be rude, if he calls and you pick up. Don't agree to meet up if he asks you that.

I agree with Rabbit. It might help to see a psychologist, even if the doctor said you don't have any mental illness. Maybe, you have an anxiety disorder? I have one and I'm pretty paranoid, too. I always make sure to have my doors locked and sleep with a weapon, close enough to grab.

I'm with demon and rabbit. If you're concerned about it like this then it's clearly a problem for you. Seeing a psychologist can't hurt anything.

And lol, if I posted it he would be embarrassed, so I won't~
He's cute though~ >w<

uguuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~ ;A;
I reinstalled my computer, but somehow instead of just chaning my old system from 32bit to 64 bit and keeping my disk D untouched,
I now have my C with 64 bit windows and my old one went to disk D, deleting everything, that was there...
I had a lot of precious things there, that I have been keeping for years... thinks I can't have back now ;_____;
I cried a little, then scolded myself for crying over silly things, but still, there were really important things there... I wish I could turn back time just a bit.... *sigh*
; _ ;

ouch... don't touch your drive d: and get some data recovery software usa-chii. You may still be able to recover some stuff.

Did you try to triforce?

/shot /killed /dead

OK OK! Was only kidding ^^' ... but yeah I know the feeling Usa-chii... I just hate my PC as well. Though incidentally my data from D: hasn't been delete for 4 years now.

From what you have written, it seems like you installed your 64bit OS on the D: partition of your previous system. So, all your data are on your current C:, so if you have to run a file recovery software, do it on the C, but I fear the worst considering that it's also your system...

So to fix Eva's advice, don't touch your C: drive... except the best way not to touch it is not boot on your 64bit OS.

Well, I'm trying a program atm and I got back just a teeny-tiny bit of my drawings back...
But that's not something from the things I actually want back... *sigh*
I'm currently checking disk C...
I'm not sure why things went that way... D was my larger partition, so I formatted C - the smaller one.. yet this happened @n@;

I do wish I could control time now ;n;

I would recommend EasyRecovery by ontrack, or R-Studio. But those are pay software so you either have to pay for it, or get the piratebay edition.

If you want a free solution, I would recommend TestDisk (http://www.cgsecurity.org/wiki/TestDisk)

It is a powerful tool, but it does require quite a bit of knowledge on how to use it properly.

Wow, I haven't read the thread in a while, and I can see there is plenty of stuff goiong on...

@Rock: Congratulations on your new job! I couldn't work 10 hours a day with kids, but looks like you're going to have plenty of fun...

@Sasayaki: What kind of painkillers are that? As you describe it sounds like morphine, you should be really careful with that stuff. How it's his finger?

@Rock again: give it a go, what can possibly go wrong? Run a background check to make sure it's not a psycho or a convicted stalker tho, just in case

@Aizawa: Man, you never cease to surprise me. Believe me, if you are clean now, you've passed 99% of the problem. I've seen similar cases when I helped in a detoxing unit in a junkie camp outside my city for couple of days. Well, similar is a way of speaking, they were really more screwed up than you can possibly imagine. Some of them were sacks of flesh and bones living completely out of the world having more than six fixes every day. If you have passed that, or any severe addiction, believe me, you can pass anything (And you have my congratulations and my respect, I know it takes an insane amount of work and effort).

Yours is possibly a small side effect not of the drugs, but of what you have lived until now. Seek a good psychologist (A good one, albeit they are hard to find) and talk about your problem, that should help you. If you want my opinion, you sound like a nice person and you should be fine.

@Rock once again: That's a pity, I've over 500Gb of photographs in a single hard drive because I can't afford a decent raid5 setup and it must be terrible to lose all you have there... It happened to me once, but i hadn't much, so it wasn't a terrible lose...

Edit: Oh I forgot, I just came here to tell I made bread yesterday and that it is the best thing I've ever eaten.

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