Oh, he already gave birth? How's everything going?

Edit: BTW, I'm just under too much stress this days. I have six really hard tests I have to pass and I'm having lots of trouble. This afternoon I exploded and I went for a walk after a massive rant, which included throwing my keyboard out of the window. And I still have a month more of study before the (Short, really short) summer break. This degree has much more BS than I can handle, and I still have 2 years left.

>I shake my head< But the due date is August 1st. And babies normally come a week before so. ..she's due in about two months. Just been setting things up and Doctors visits and work and spending time with her. :heart: :heart:

I'm sorry you're so stressed. I work out when I get angry or stressed. I know how that feels. Sometimes I regret dropping out of college. I need a better job than Gamestop. But I made a stupid choice when I was young and had too pay for it. But enough blabbering about me. You studied hard. Clear your mind of bad energy. Relax. And study again. Sorry if my advice sucks or didn't help.

I've been trying to sign on everyday to show that yes, I'm still around, but I have two college classes, at the moment. I live 44 miles one way from the college and it takes about an hour and a half to get there. Then, I have to sit through the math class and then leave for another 44 miles back home. I have to get on the computer because of a computer class I'm taking.

There are tests every week in math and the computer class has like four projects and an exam for one subject. I've been stressing out a bit because its getting pretty difficult and I can't use all hours of the day on my homework. I, also, have to make at least a 75, or I'll have to pay for the class. Even though, I'm hoping for good grades anyway.

Life can get stressful sometimes.

Well my week was absolutely bad in the sense of work. My voice got shot once again. So I went to the doctor, he said my tonsils were swollen that causes me to sound like Freddy Kurger/Megatron/a rapist and so on and so on (Trust me, I had this before and I had ALOT of names flung at me due to this). Anyhow, my work isn't happy with it, since I called in sick alot of times regarding my voice and next week it will be a busy week so they need me.

So I contacted the doctor, he said he cannot remove my tonsils (Since that would take more than a week to get better) but he send me to speech therapist to check if I can avoid the problem in the future.
So other than that, I didn't do alot besides sitting behind my PC, sleeping and watching TV.

I did have a dream I wanted to share with you all. And it was Shuushuu related.
When I logged in (In my dream), I noticed that I could see the disabled images and bans of users.
I could also edit alot of posts while my name was flickering between orange and pink..
Maybe my mind is telling me I'm moderator material or I'm just keep on being the oldest tag team member there is on Shuu XD.

I was a nice dream and although I don't remember a lot my dreams, this one was one of the more fun dreams I rememberd.

Going to one of my very first anime conventions, by bribe, and because my friend Leo's friend couldn't go so I took his place so he said I could get five tubs of anytime of icecream/yogurt I want.
How could I pass that up, for real.


So a lot of his friends are here, and its pretty hardcore cosplay lol
We just got to the hotel, and the first thing I saw was this fat guy dressed as Grell.
I wanted to turn around and hide in a corner.

Anyways, going as Naoi from Angel Beats first, and then Izaya from Drrrrrrrrrrr, rrrr

I'll put up pictures later. cx

One of the last check-ups before birth. We're both dropping a tear or two because as I mentioned she had issues with conception and holding a child and this is the farthest we made it yet. ..except for the still born but I recall her not feeling it at all by the thirty six week. And it was induced for being late. She's set to go for August 1st, but they're never accurate. She could give birth at the end of next month. His name is Mason. Sorry for the baby spam. 9-9 It's just have you ever been so excited you can't help but bring it up all the time? She is officially off the job until the baby is bottle feeding. ..so we have to start a little early for that. The ultrasound was beautiful. We saw him move, I swear it looked like he moved! I also sold my bass so she could have a [color=#FF00BF]pinku laptop. ..she said I was the best husband ever. Needs something to do while I'm at my crappy job (Is crappy allowed?) The only thing that bothers me is the fact that he's so strong. Bruises her, and has her doubled over (Figurativley!) in pain. She cries a lot the pain is so bad. It's been heptic. The only time I'm here is on my phone when I'm bored aat work. Which, I did get that nice raise. So yeah. TL;DR? Sorry. x][/color]

Nice. A raise. Good job on that one Aizawa. Well the pain she's into right now is nothing what she'll be into in two months. You know that. And wat, sold a bass for a pinku laptop? Well you don't even have time to play the bass anymore, am I right?

Finished this year's college, one week break before my internship, and there I got the flu… 2 days of headaches, sore throat and been stuck in bed. Today I feel a bit better.

Ah, I'm sorry you're not feeling good. :/ I read that in your comment. Poor dear. I hate having the flu. It just makes you feel crummy all over. I'm glad you're feeling a bit better today though, so that's good. Just make sure to drink lots of fluids, take a nice hot shower/bath, and relax. You will get better soon my friend. ^_^ Take care Romain!

Also, congratulations on finishing the school year. ^_^ That's fantastic!

It really feels good to be wanted.

Today, I went to see my friend, whom I have not seen in 2 years and she was exuberant with joy. We wished to see each other some while back, but due to unexpected circumstances, it was canceled. I cried a lot that day. But I got to see her today, and that was all that mattered. We hugged each other and cried a lot. I was so happy that I didn't want to go back to that hideous place where I live.

I used to live where my friend lived till I was in the 8th grade. We grew up together for 5 long years. Then my papa got a transfer to the place where I live now, and we shifted. It was hard, but I got over it. Well, atleast did.

Even though the place was very beautiful and stuff, my classmates were/are not the most.... friendliest of people.

I mean, I can't really describe it. It's a long story, and hell, I don't even want to talk about it. I really can't. It brings sad memories back to my mind, and I cry. Yes, I cry. I cry a lot everyday. Call me a crybaby, or kiddie, or anything, I don't care.

They were all mean to me. This girl, this girl she *pretends* to be my friend, but I can't ever really trust her. She's cynical, a top-grade hypocrite and someone who backstabs whenever you are in trouble. All to protect her image. All just to shine in front of someone and degrade me. She pokes fun at me, keeps on chanting that I've no talent or good, and.... and the 6 people sitting next to me and her are no better. At lunch, I sit alone, while this girl and her two friends talk about the latest episode of their favorite Soap Opera, and the other 4 just sits there talking about other soap operas or the latest jewelry that arrived at the shop.

I am not the most brightest of persons, I am really immature. I crack silly jokes, because it brings joy to me if I make a person smile. I draw female figures, and occasionally some fluffy romantic sketches in my notebook and rough book, and they call me gay and throws disgusted looks at it and me. Then they say that I think high of myself as a great artist who is better than Van Gogh. I'll be honest, I'm not even 1/100th that of any great artist. But I love drawing. Is that something to be blamed of?

They make fun of my likings, but if I say anything back at them, the remarks that comes out of their mouth is really not pleasing to hear.

And what of the rest of the classmates? Well, let's just say, they are almost the same.

It's like this feeling, you know, you are surrounded by several people, yet you feel lonely and abandoned.

In short, they hate me, in general. But the only good thing is, she helps me in Russian. But even then, she accuses me of not paying attention in class, and being a bird-brain in general.

I really like it here in Shuu. I really don't want it to go away (like that's going to happen xD) and... and it feels good knowing that someone gives me comfort just by talking or seeing. It's great to know that I'm not alone and that it's not really my fault that I love Hetalia or Madoka or any other anime. I can talk freely without bearing to see eyerolls or bored expressions, and that's why I miss my friend so much. She listens to me ramble for hours and hours on end.

Well, I think I've rambled enough. :/ Someone's going to kill me for this.

It seems that you really needed to speak to someone, Astrid.
First thing - crying is not the sign of being immature. Crying is normal procees when you cannot handle big ammount of emotions. Even if women cry more that men, this is one of reasons why we live longer and less often have mental disorders.
Nor making and laughing from 'silly jokes' is immature. Oh dear, we all need sometimes to not take everything serious and joke from the things. Sense of humour is sign of intelligence, after all.

People can be cruel and two-faced. Especially in adolescence period. Especially girls.
This is how world goes on. However, this is not very consoling *sighs* I also got a period feeling alone and hated in my class in primary school. I was more hassled by boys than girls, but girls used to badmouth me a lot. Sometimes I did not want to go school so much that I pretended headache and stomach ache to just stay in home.
I am really sorry to hear that you cannot really trust anyone in your surroundings, though. At least you got your 'old' friend, but this is other thing to have talk with someone once in a blue moon and to can talk to the person daily.
Not to say that your classmates (I would be far from calling them friends) are really closed-minded people. I cannot handle that kind of people. I understand that not everyone have to like/love/adore what I like/love/adore, but is it really make those people worse than me or is it the reason to hate them? No. This is what I expect also from other people. To respect my opinions even if they disagree with me. And for sure not make fun of me or insult me.

Shuushuu has really brilliant and likeable people around. Maybe this is why I became so affectionate to it. What is happening on Zerochan... *shivers*



Some kind of virus spreads in my family, it seems. I have either catch a cold or got an allergic rhinitis from few days (not able to recognize), my dad is also sniffing a lot (though this is normal in his case), my mom complains that her liver aches, my auntie got an flu. Most worried I am about my grandma, because two days ago she started to have giddiness and throw up so much, that my auntie needed to take her to hospital where she had a drip and examinations. Now she is in home, but she is still very weak and lays in bed most of the time. I did not even visit her, because I wanted to stay home a few days before I will feel better. Because of it, I cannot also visit my cutest ange- *cough* godson. :/

A-Ahem... Even if I barely know any of you, I felt like replying here anyway. ;u; I read Alice's post and I just had to.

I really know how you feel, it has always been the same for me.
As Camelia said, people often are cruel and two-faced. They make you believe they're always by your side, and then backstab you when you really need them. There are few exceptions, but sadly they aren't many.
As I said before, I know how it feels. I'm in that age when people start doing those things, and getting more mature in general. My classmates always say bad things about me only because I never had a boyfriend yet, that kind of (stupid) stuff. They totally ignore me, both boys and girls. Overall, three people on twenty talk to me.
I think this is partially due to the fact that, sometimes, I cry a lot, and I can't hold my feelings well. I'm an only child, so I've always been spoiled since I was born. Maybe that's the reason.
They never criticized my hobbies such as drawing and sketching, though I've received many mean comments because I have some Japanese songs on my iPod.
Now I really agree with Camelia. I don't expect you to like the same things I like, but I don't really see the point in criticizing others' interests. If all the people were the same, how boring the world would be...
I understand why you feel well here on Shuu. I like staying here, and on the Internet in general. The person I call "my best friend" only knows me online, and vice versa. I've always looked for real friends on the Internet, because very few people are friendly with me IRL.
You only have to rely on people that you can trust, and maybe in the future it will be better.

So, this kind of cheered me up as well. ;u;

Also, I hope everything will be alright in your family, Camelia. Get better soon, same to all your relatives. ^^

Crying is important. You should never feel ashamed of the way you feel or the way you need to get rid of the negative feelings. It is much worse to hold in that negativity forever. You can hurt yourself that way.

And I know it's not very helpful for the "now", but everything gets better when you get older. The people grow up, and if they don't grow up then at least when you're older you'll be in a better position to break contact with them. You do not have to interact with your awful classmates forever. Hang in there, guys.

The internet is a beautiful place. Shuu is a beautiful place. It helped me very much when I was younger as well. I am a better person for finding it. Don't worry, guys. It'll be alright. :)