Aw, it's a boy! Wishing skies of blue for you... and your new little ray of sunshine. Congratulations Aizawa! Here's to a great happy family and a new mum and dad. >w<

Aw, such a cute little baby boy! Treasure him Aizawa and Meagan, congratulations to both of you! You'll be great parents! <3 Only good wishes for you and your beautiful new addition!

A relative of mine gave me this weekend his Nikon FN2 with two old AF lenses. Which is really awesome, because that one is just the perfect camera for me. I still have not gone back to my D3000 yet, I'm enjoying it a lot.

I hope I can purchase a 50mm 1.4 D one of this days, with that the camera would be the ultimate machine .

New glasseessssssssss, there are colorsssss!

Yay!

That's great Merun! New stuff is fun.

I'm just really sad and depressed today. Meagan/Hopey knows why. I prefer to keep most of this under-wraps, because it was something really important that was taken away from me in an instant...so I don't want to linger on the heartbreak for too long. I hope you guys can understand and respect my privacy. I love that I can come here and always know that I'm gonna be comforted and supported. Thank you for making this place a haven for me to run to when I'm lonely and afraid of the real world. I love this place.

*hugs

We're all here to support you Ash. I have been feeling depressed too, so just know that you're not alone. We all go through down times and you will get over this. It may take a little time, but this just happened recently, so it's perfectly normal to feel down right now. If you ever, EVER want to talk, you know you can always text or even call me. I may not like to talk on the phone, but I would talk on the phone with you any day! XD

Just watch some Disney movies, comedy movies, take a walk, have a sleepover, etc. Even though I'm sure you don't feel like doing much right now, just try to keep yourself busy with fun stuff. Don't let your thoughts get to you. Remember, you're a strong, sweet, and beautiful girl.

*hugs yatchii back*

Thanks Meagan. I am really trying my best to not think about whats happened, but I really can't stop thinking about it. I have to figure out how to fix this... I will not live my life with this HUGE STRESS lingering in my mind... It's just not my ship, to move on when There a problem with myself. If it can be fixed or not, I don't know...

Just thank you again. It's gonna take some time to get over this.

I know how you feel. You think, "will I ever feel like my normal self again?" or "will I ever feel happy?" You don't have to try so hard to fix this. Like I said, this just happened, so you can't expect to get better overnight. It might take a little while, but you will get stronger each day and the more you talk about what's on your mind to others, it will help you even more. I know you're trying your best to be positive, but you know it's okay to cry and feel down. You have every right to do so.

I have had some dark times in my life, and I'm going through one right now, but each dark time I have been has made me stronger. You will be stronger too. Have more confidence in yourself and just take it easy right now dear. If you need to talk about something, then you make sure to let it out. If you want to get mad, then get mad. If you want to cry, then cry. *hugs*

Like one of my favorite quotes says, "Every cloud has a silver lining." ^.^ You will see your silver lining soon dear.

Btw, a friend of mine sent me this tumblr link dedicated to the Disney Princesses (and other Disney movies, but mainly the princesses. XD). Not sure if you have seen it or not, but it's cute. ^^ Might put a smile on your face.

http://petitetiaras.tumblr.com/

Thank you Meagan, that link did help a little.

I hope you guys feel better. If you ever need to vent, or anything I'm always open for a talk, but I know you guys have some awesome friends on Shuu to get through your tough times.

Thank you turtle-chan. ^^ I'm just trying to take a day at a time and relaxing. I know Ashley/Yuna-chan is doing her best as well.

Thanks demon-chi, but I think we'll be okay. I feel much better today. Just taking the days as they come.