How is Your Day Going? Wrath of the Smecchi's

[Quenlin]

Regret to inform that my stepdad died a little over two hours ago. Held his hand until he died, told him I loved him, and after he died, I read him Psalms 23 even though I'm not religious myself. It's what he would have wanted.

RIP Mike.

[RockRabbit]

I'm very sorry for your loss...

[Yatchen]

I offer my condolences.

[Deoxys]

I'm sorry to hear that

[Zerky_Colly]

I'm VERY sorry to hear that.

[Quenlin]

While my stepdad was sick, I always said I wish they would take my own dad in his place in my anger and outrage at the whole situation.

Steven just popped his clogs today. I must use this power for good.

[Zerky_Colly]

Things arent good since my sister, so Im taking a break from the site for awhile.

[Quenlin]

Give her a hug from me, I miss her.

[Zerky_Colly]

Would if I could.

[Zerky_Colly]

Im really sad today. Thinking about my sister.

[boele]

wow. came back here after a year or so. and reading this.

good luck with everything anyone has to deal with it.
hope it works out and you can get pas it.


on another note. hi everyone.

[RockRabbit]

I will most probably be moving back with my parents soon;
Money issues have gotten way out of hand, I cannot find a job for over an year now; My mother even thinks I am not looking at all... Most of my parents' money goes for paying mine and my sister's expenses and it's horrible; it's frustrating... and for a very long while now i wake up with the thought of how much I hate life and I hate everything; and five minutes later I am back with a mask on my face, that carefree expression everyone knows and thinks it's me. But it's not. My whole life I've struggled with so much and every time I see the end of the tunnel and I think it's over, something new comes and crashes me to the ground. And this time it hit me good.
I really hate how something stupid like money - a trifling piece of paper with numbers and some signs on it can determine everything and control people's lives.
I'm sorry, to a lot of you this might seem stupid and non-important, but it's frustrating me and i spent a good few hours today just crying about it. My mother is a person with a serious illness and stress only makes things for her worse. And guess what, I've been nothing but stress to my mother for the last few years.

And don't tell me everything will be okay; We all know it won't.




I'm planning on leaving the internet for an unknown period of time. My life is a mess as it is, but having to pretend everything will be okay is even harder for me and it frustrates me too much.
I'm sorry and thank you for listening to this rant.

[BamBam;]

Who said life was easy?
It's not, sometimes we don't get a easy go like everyone else.
You weren't born into royalty, or fame with lots of money.
Fine, but you have to live with it.


You can't just give up for a stupid reason like that, your struggling, every human being struggles.
Once your in hell Rabbit, keep walking. What's the point of just standing there?
It is horrifying when sickness is brought into any situation in anyones life.
It's scary, and it's painful to even think about.
You CANT blame yourself.

One day when your old, and your children, or your friends even family are there, you'll be happy.
You might be with your mother at the time, but like you said, money is just a flimsy piece of paper.
Well that flimsy piece of paper sadly, defines where we stand in this world.
It's not fair, but nothing in this world is fair.

Every great singer, actress, anyone who has come up from struggle..
I mean look at them. There on stage, making money, doing what they love.
You will find that place in your life one day, where it's bliss.
There is always rain before a rainbow appears, even after there still could be a little rain.
Telling yourself it's time to give up, is complete bullshit, because you know your stronger than that.

You made it this far into this hell hole called life, what's the point of turning back now?
If you want to help the ones you feel like your "leeching" from, then just support them.
Support your mother, she probably needs it, some comfort and closer to know she still has you.
In this world all we have is family, because when that world walks out on you, they will still be there.

I love you, you are a great friend to me.
It would kill me to see anything happen to you.
Please don't give up, keep holding on for the ones you love, they want you to be there.


I didn't get a easy go in life as well, and it's still raining for me, and that rainbow probably might never come.
I didn't give up, and i'm still alive.
After everything, and i'm still struggling with i'm still walking around and putting on a masked smile.
Sometimes faking happiness can be what saves you.
I mean look at me, just a year ago I used to be cheerful and "shota" licious.
Life fell on me like a piano, and I hurt, a lot.
I didn't give up, still after everything i've been through.


Keep your head up, and i'm sorry for rambling onto you.
I probably wasn't much help at all, but this comes from the heart.
I hope everything works out for you in the end. <3 <3

[Zerky_Colly]

Rabbit, we will miss you. And I hope things work out. I wish you the best of luck.

[yuna]

Rabbit-chii, I agree with Bam-kun, but if you really feel that leaving e-shuushuu is the right thing for you to do, I support your decision.

I will miss you very very much. You bring a lot of happiness to the board. Even if you were faking it, you still made me smile and laugh. I wish you all the best hon. I have faith that you'll be just fine.